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u love me.. u dun love me.. u love me.. u dun love me............. Friday, June 5, 2009 @ 6/05/2009 10:37:00 AM
hi.. im backie~ updatin abt my life as usual.. later is the last day of work at AC le.. frankly.. i reali dyin for it to pass~ im sick & tired of tat kind of workin life le.. now wats tat is troblin me is how to xplain to mummy they all.. frankly.. no one from my family noe abt my resignation thing due to some personal reason which somehow i haf to keep it low for a mth or so.. but if no nid work den i no nid wake up go work.. i scare they will suspect somethin amiss.. so god damn dead.. i didn took tis point into consideration when i was plannin my resignation.. but as far as i could confirm.. i tink i sld b slackin off my june.. den go for my lame reservice on june end till mid july.. after everythin den start find work agn.. haiz.. as for r/s wise.. its gettin cold & colder each day.. she found a job recently which is gd.. but meanin to say we could hardly mit le.. always too bz for me b4 tat.. i reali dunno how far our journey will goes.. goin 18mths of r/s le.. but yet she treat me & understand me worse than a pair of couple hu juz get tgt for a mth or 2.. so sld i take it as she's too stupid or wat.. always like doin the wrong thing at the wrong time.. makin me pissed off & start her "sorry sorry" thing over & over agn.. it isnt tat im too overreactin.. but tis haf bein draggin on for over a yr after i repeat everythin over & over agn everytime she pisses my off.. promise tat she will change de oso her.. but ended up still commit the same bloody god damn mistake agn & agn & agn & agn!! can u juz knock wat i said into ur brain.. haiz.. so therefore i haf bein treatin her cold too.. i dun wanna make myself pissed off cos the sight of her makes me reali v. impatient & pissed off.. she wan work go work lor.. i haf far too much things to clear up other than her.. is she reali too kiddy to reali understand? m i too demandin for her to understand? is everythin since the day we started a mistake? i reali dunno.. u msg me tat u wanna hug me.. but tink back abt when the last time u hugged me.. i tink tats ages.. i reali like to b hug by someone i luv so therefore.. a sweet hug from ya will always makes me happy.. but u didn.. u treatin me like a boifren u noe like days back? always too shy abt everythin after all tis 18mths already.. it isnt wk or mth.. it a yr plus goin 18mths le.. but still.. u nv reali understand my feelin.. like to piss me off le den do some stupid things to piss me off even more.. i reali dun understand y u insisted to hold on after i xplain everythin to u.. we r gettin so far apart.. like livin in a total diff world already.. i dun like a r/s tis way.. i felt so tired & bad.. and so will u.. i isnt sayin or hintin anythin here.. but i reali hope u can understand.. is it either u reali use ur heart & brain into tis r/s.. or everythin will juz b the past~
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