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long post isnt it~ happy 1yr7mths baobei~ Saturday, July 11, 2009 @ 7/11/2009 02:14:00 PM
im backie from reservation.. actuali i fri afternoon came back le.. juz tat after i reach hm tat day change le jiu went out find laopo at work le.. was missin her so badly althru i was reali tired tat day.. anyway.. i oso went brought a few be@rbricks as series 18 was out le.. manage to b quite lucky 2 get 2 rare piece.. didn wait for laopo 2 finish work as she worked till 12.. walked to near bugis wif lau kf 2 take bus hm at ard 10plus.. reached hm awhile jiu knocked off le.. wake up the nx day jiu settle off my army stuff to a side for nx in camp trainin.. went out agn at ard 5 to mit my army pals for dinner & kbox at cineleisure.. drank abit at kbox but luckily didn get drunk.. drinkin kinda improved cos recently reali drank quite alot wif frens.. but right can sing till 6am de.. but all leave at 2plus.. took cab hm alone when laopo reply my msg.. she was bz at work when i msged her while at kbox.. its our 1yr 7mths tgt le today.. later goin 2 find her at work.. and god damn it as i yet brought her a present for our anniversary.. tml gonna shop ard for it.. haha.. lets tok abt my recently life ba.. went reservation on laopo's birthday.. celebrate the day b4 wif her.. she mit me at amk hub & i brin her to andersons for ice cream cake.. guys~ reali isnt so gd in present kinda stuff.. juz hope she like it & enjoy herself tat day.. after ice cream cake we went NTUC for our east coast picnic stuffs.. took a cab down to ECP den had our picnic dere.. but its seems to b goin to rain so we took cab down PS to walk walk b4 i send her to mrt stn & took mrt back alone hm to prepare for my reservation things.. didn slp as i scare i overslept.. meet ah kai they all at jurong point to buy some snacks for in camp & outfield b4 takin cab to the camp tgt.. did so much outfield till i was reali shag out.. but luckily got my ns pals to keep me goin.. ended up gd performance for our in cmp trainin.. was allow to out pro a day earlier~ went find laopo as i mention b4 tat.. and bla bla bla lor.. most funny part is my life is so fulled wif cabby transport lor.. laopo gonna kill me for tat i guess.. smile.. always in a missin her mood.. juz now watched "bai quan nu wan" cos cant slp after i reached hm oso and my younger bro still hoggin on 2 the com ma.. i oso dunno is it tat im too emotional or wat.. althru i seldom reali smile & tok.. looked always in tat calm & normal mood.. but somehow i reali haf the habit of rem & tinkin back 2 my past.. for all i done wrong all tis life.. a lousy son cos i hardly could spent time wif dem.. likes goin out always~ a lousy fren cos i always haf a stupid habit of waitin for ppl to find me instead.. hardly will take the intention to ask dem out or even msg dem.. a lousy boifren to all my ex & former galfren.. nv reali appreciate much abt wat they haf done juz to let me noe they luv me.. is it tat im too quiet & shy 2 xpress or wat?! i tried bein noisy & makin me a fool so often but ended up ppl juz tot im crazy.. enjoyed my kbox nite anyway.. cos we reali shouted & scream at our maximum till we almost lose our voices.. y shoutin out loud feels so relieved?! and y i juz cant shout out loud anytime anywhere i liked? even if i did.. ppl juz tot tat im crazy i guess.. too much things trap within me.. y & how can i juz let dem go?! my mind is a mess.. i reali juz wanna b happy & b someone ppl reali loved to tok & b wif.. a gd son, fren & lover~
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