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♥ life is so short.. how long will all this memories lasts~
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♥ welcome to personal online diary~ this is where i express myself openly.. purely juz to let anyone tat cares abt part & parcel of my life.. im juz any ordinary human tat wishes to haf frens tat cares.. but plz dun nag at me!! cos i could get reali down everytime someone do tat to me~ den i might fcuk the hell out of him/her!! so shut the bloody fcuk up if u noe hell shit!!!! u mother fcukin son of a peach isnt needed in my life xiao_converse@hotmail.com single siAng wEi, graCe, jaiMe, gweN, xiumEi, jeNny, eiLeEn, weNdy, zirUi, sihUi, luxuAn, miNdy, yeHyiNg, pEiLing, longlong, ![]() ![]() Music Playlist at MixPod.com June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 September 2011 February 2012 April 2012 Layout is coded by Cia, Blog / Blogskins. Inspirations from Bloodcast. Banner by The Fading Night |
Monday, September 28, 2009 @ 9/28/2009 12:35:00 PM
![]() alot of flashback cum back to me ytd.. memories of me & her~ it isnt tat i miz her or wat.. but alot of ppl mention abt her to me ytd.. woke up at ard 3pm ytd.. rush to go my sweet bro choi b'day celebration at his hse.. reach dere onli at 5plus.. when i reach.. tessa & choi was dere.. they pei me chat & take spagetti for me.. den choi tell me tat he saw her.. and her reaction was look down~ dunno wat is she tinkin when c choi oso.. noe tat she did somethin unfair to me?? anw.. tat time is still fine de.. den tessa ask me abt her oso.. reali kinda lost of speech by den.. but still manage to say it over.. slack ard.. waitin for kim fong & jerry to cum over oso.. smoked kinda alot today.. oso dunno y m i feelin such pain after all tis while~ frankly.. im kinda glad for her to find another guy le.. i did my best to make her hate me to the core le.. as for how i did it den i will not say!! juz some reali v. bastard thing tat she'll hate me tats all.. anw.. choi walked to me while i was smokin outside the hse tat time.. sayin kf not comin le but jerry will~ i went back inside the hse to get some drink after smokin.. FISH called me sia.. 1st thing she ask me is whether im ok anot.. i was like "huh??" den she say sihui tell her i brokeup wif *her le.. i was like.. huh?? how sihui noe oso?? den fish say sihui say she c facebook de.. lolx.. y is the whole world tokin abt her when i dun wanna hear her name?? anw.. tis is the 3rd time ytd le someone mention her name to me.. reali v. heartbroken by den.. went smoke agn.. 2 sticks!! den went in and tell choi tat fish called me.. den he ask me to call fish to his hse oso.. i did so & fish agreed.. jerry went fetch dem from lot1 as both cindy & fish work dere today.. they came over at ard 11.. den fish start askin me abt her agn.. wat the.. can stop mentionin her name anot?? fcuk.. reali hate myself for believin in *her for lovin me thru tis lifetime~ went hm at abt 12 wif cindy & jerry.. reached hm awhile onli den kf called me ask me cum out.. jian hao drive kf over to my hse downstair & they tok abt *her agn.. they say tat *she now start drinkin le.. den reali a v. diff person.. m i too blamed for bannin her from drinkin & hangin out late while tgt?? tats y she now doin everythin at 1 go?? i reali dunno.. all i noe is tat i reali hate when ppl ask me abt her.. cos i noe i was once so stupid to believe in her luv~ and den all those sweetness will turned in bitterness.. haiz.. wateva it is.. everythin is over!! i sooner later haf to get totali over it.. but still.. thx to those hu comfort me & willin to pei me thru.. i reali appreciate v. much.. frens always cum and go.. but im glad tat most of u willin to stay~ smile.. i will b fine soon.. will get a damn fcukin chio galfren de.. HAHA.. dream on lor~ hee.. gonna go mit bastard soon.. tis mornin bball trainin put him plane!! haha.. take great care my frens.. will miz ya all de.. free tag me in my tagboard to mit up k.. anyone of u!! i nv wanna lose a single fren.. so tag me k.. smile.. (i'll b strong) |