♥ welcome to personal online diary~
this is where i express myself openly..
purely juz to let anyone tat cares abt part & parcel of my life..
im juz any ordinary human tat wishes to haf frens tat cares..
but plz dun nag at me!!
cos i could get reali down everytime someone do tat to me~
den i might fcuk the hell out of him/her!!
so shut the bloody fcuk up if u noe hell shit!!!!
u mother fcukin son of a peach isnt needed in my life
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once a special u..
i reali dunno wats botherin me all tis while?!
i always tot tis trip to kl will makes me let go of everythin abt luv totali..
but its seems like i couldn't~
was browsin "G" blog..
it isnt tat i still like u or wat..
cos frankly.. i dun..
its juz tat i felt glad tat after all my nasty words tat time..
u still willin to forgive me..
and still b such a sweet fren to me after all tis while..
i was browsin thru those old posts in ur blog.. abt me~
somehow alot of flashback came rushin into my mind..
tinkin abt how pathetic a boifren was i to u..
i reali regret tat i was so childish & lousy by den~
ur decision to end it was the correct choice..
10jan'08..
i dunno if tat post is abt me oso..
but i guess it was..
cos im the onli moron tat dun gif flowers but drawings..
haha.. i betrayed ur luv~
fallin in luv wif a bitch "Z" tat time..
simply bcos i dun wanna b single!!
days spend wif tat bitch "Z" is sweet i haf to admit..
but somehow she juz nv can understand "imperfection"
love isnt about trying to find a perfect person..
its about tryin to love a imperfect person..
so nth reali surprisin..
tat relationship sinken oso..
but i dun felt hurt abt it at all..
if any of u wanna say tat im juz playin wif her..
den b it..
im sick and tired of explainin..
all i can say is tat..
days tgt wif bitch "Z".. i always give her my full heart..
i nv betray her luv over another gal no matter wat..
and yet she give me up over another guy..
usin a stupid excuse tat she wanna b single?!
lolx.. im reali speechless abt her le..
so overall Q.?!
is it tat i cant forget abt "G"??
mayb yes.. mayb no?!
even if i got a chance to b wif her now.. i will not!!
cos im reali happy tat she is loved by a special soul now..
althru i onli noe tat special soul by his funny nickname..
but as long as he can gif "G" the luv she deserve..
den everythin is fine for me..
i juz wanna make sure & see tat she's happy..
as for tat bitch "Z"..
haha.. i dun felt any sense of guiltiness wif her..
instead of givin her my best wishes..
very often i wish tat her boifren (if she still haf 1)
will screw her up & make her feels like dyin~
fine fine fine.. i already says tat im half angel & devil~
i nv had expect to go to heaven oso after all my stupid sins!!
to "G":
wateva u given me as a gift..
b it our pics.. cards..
or even the choco wrapper..
its still nicely kept wif me..
cos its sweet memories to me~
u r worth to b once loved!!~
jia you for ur last day of exam tml..
btw i didn write all tis on purpose to make u sad..
im juz voicin out my feelings..
its ok if i mean nth to u..
tat nth in ur blog writes abt me anymore..
i juz wanna let u noe..
u mean someone special to me, always :)