♥ welcome to personal online diary~
this is where i express myself openly..
purely juz to let anyone tat cares abt part & parcel of my life..
im juz any ordinary human tat wishes to haf frens tat cares..
but plz dun nag at me!!
cos i could get reali down everytime someone do tat to me~
den i might fcuk the hell out of him/her!!
so shut the bloody fcuk up if u noe hell shit!!!!
u mother fcukin son of a peach isnt needed in my life
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i had a reali bad day ytd..
which somehow still makes me felt reali down now!!~
i dun like to explain.. i felt tat it will onli makes things worse..
so wherever im feelin down..
i'll juz kept quiet & isolate myself to a corner & stare at the blank~
bein straight forward in speech is my character..
i cant change it!!
like it anot i oso cant do anythin..
all i can say is tat i reali treasure frens alot.. esp u~
so i dun wish to haf any misunderstandin in between..
i apologised..
and still.. u dun seem to understand~
it isnt tat im tryin to act cool or wat..
isolatin myself to a corner & not replyin..
if u noe me.. u will certainly let me b alone for awhile..
if mayb u reali dun..
cos somehow.. mayb u do felt tat im a nonsense & lousy fren to haf!!
i reali tried my best to b a gd fren..
cos frankly.. im nv a happy person within myself..
laughter & lame shit abt everythin around me is juz myself makin myself seem happy!!~
i dun wish to affect ppl(s) around me with the face im supposed to show..
the person tat matters the most to u will always affect u the most..
mayb u do matter abt me?!
mayb i'm reali wrong abt my last judgement..
i reali dunno wat m i supposed to do..
i felt so confused..
*i hate to act as else im happy oso when i dun!!
anw.. lets tok abt wat i done ytd..
i went cut my hair wif captain in the noon..
den went kbox wif him till 5pm he went off cos he's workin today..
sing all alone for awhile b4 i went amkcc watch & play bball for awhile..
those amk junior team was havin some trainin..
so i hardly get to play much anw despite i reali wet my tee wif sweat!!~
went hm after their trainin ends cos they haf to go off wif their bball..
reached hm stare at the blank agn..
bathe after i kinda let my body cool down~
den stare at the blank agn..
i guess now im goin out for a puff or two den will juz cum back hm & slp..
im feelin so tired from in & out..
juz let me b alone den..
i certainly will b fine when i wake up!!~
nitez everyone.. thx 4 listenin to me~
heartsss..