i juz felt so lousy out of a sudden after watchin tis video..

im a child tat was born wif lots & lots of pamper & luv~

my daddy parents r those older generation of grandparents!!

which is reali old fashion in their tinkin somehow~

but still.. they reali pamper me cos im their eldest grandson!!

my mummy parents oso pamper me damn lots!!

and out of all the 4 grandparents i had..

my gong gong (mummy de daddy) pamper & dote me the most..

always bring me out for breakfast dim sum session at a chinese restaurant..

den go countless kind of places to play~

like countin airplane session at changi airport~

climbin onto everythin at haw la villa~

shoppin for toys at shoppin centre etc~

but mayb after my younger bro was borned..

my gong gong kinda dote my younger bro more..

which kinda make me jealous as a kid tat time..

but still he is my fav. grandparent~

sadly to say.. he's oso the only grandparent i lose!!

and i was not dere to c him for the last time when he's lyin on his bed~

i was out wif a gal datin tat time..

so.. how lousy can i b??

now.. my po po (mummy de mummy) is hospitalise!!

and i still yet go & c her..

i dunno..

but somehow i scare & dun wish tat its gonna b the last time i c her~

i felt so lousy..

i juz wish tat my 3 more grandparents & of cos my family can live 4eva~

i dun tink i can withstand the pain to lose any of them!!

anw.. conclusion?!

IM A FCUKIN LOUSY GRANDSON.. AND A SUPER FCUKIN LOUSY SON!!

but yet.. deep in my heart~

i reali luv dem alot alot alot..

smile.. im gonna b juz fine~