♥ welcome to personal online diary~
this is where i express myself openly..
purely juz to let anyone tat cares abt part & parcel of my life..
im juz any ordinary human tat wishes to haf frens tat cares..
but plz dun nag at me!!
cos i could get reali down everytime someone do tat to me~
den i might fcuk the hell out of him/her!!
so shut the bloody fcuk up if u noe hell shit!!!!
u mother fcukin son of a peach isnt needed in my life
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v. often in life.. we'll felt like an invisible person..
i admit so.. cos i reali felt so~
of cos not bcos sayin tat i look like the black guy la..
wat i mean is an invisible person where no one seems to notice me..
or mayb like him (the blackie).. no one reali realise he was dere till someone else say so~
finali finish my short but pretty tight schedule reservice tis afternoon..
went out wif 7 of my camp mate at nite~
had dinner at cine xin wang.. pool session & kbox session..
sadly to say.. its abit screwed!!~
but at least overall everythin still seems pretty great..
took a cab hm wif yi jie.. 1 of my camp mate~
had a short chat abt wat i gonna do for the followin days..
seriously.. i still felt so left out when often i juz wanna isolate myself aside!!~
i dun wanna spoilt others mood over my sad face..
cos seriously.. no one can help except myself..
saw zhilong once durin my ICT..
he's havin his ICT dere oso..
lifted my hand abit & smile.. and tats all i did~
i reali dunno y i did say anythin..
as for sw.. i oso dunno~
i guess in his mind now..
im juz a useless guy tat dun take life seriously??!
as for my feel.. i felt tat im juz sick & tired of life..
haiz.. all i can say is.. i reali hate to b nag yet he luv doin it to me..
sayin tat its cos he cares.. but i reali juz wanna led my life in my way happily..
i didn cos of choosin tis path..
den led to unhappiness or any interrupt to anyone's life~
so y cant i juz led my life the way i wanted?!
so its reali hard to understand each other after time goes on..
leadin to................
* the 2 closest pal turn into 2 stranger.. or mayb a "hi bye" fren~
my life reali undergo a reali big impact..
tinkin on the positive side..
i still haf others close fren like buddy, kaki, camp mate, etc etc..
and tat i dun haf to make they 2 de life so miserable if they felt so..
tis is the way i chose my life..
and since everythin tat had happened & tis is wat i chose..
den i'll juz led it happily..
haha.. tinkin back..
i lose my last ex bcos of my naggin & stupid temper oso..
althru she hate it.. but still bear wif me for almost 2yrs till she given up in the end..
kinda felt guilty & sorry for her~
but anw.. she & me is complete stranger le..
we nv keep in contact since brokeup..
and she did had a r/s not long after our brokeup~
so i presume she got over the misery i given le ba..
hahaha.. * tryin to make myself dun felt so bad tat she didn gif up on guys~
its 4.17am now le..
and yet i isnt tired!!
juz now after i reached hm after ICT wanna juz knockoff de cos damn tired..
but still went mit my camp pal in the end..
1 yr 1 time onli.. so dun wanna miz it~
end up.. i cant slp now!!
dotz............................................................................... *wat the fish!!!!!!
i tink i juz go walk & jump abt lor..
hopefuli will get tired after sometime!!
blah.. thx anw for readin my "complains"
luv ya all.. :)