♥ welcome to personal online diary~
this is where i express myself openly..
purely juz to let anyone tat cares abt part & parcel of my life..
im juz any ordinary human tat wishes to haf frens tat cares..
but plz dun nag at me!!
cos i could get reali down everytime someone do tat to me~
den i might fcuk the hell out of him/her!!
so shut the bloody fcuk up if u noe hell shit!!!!
u mother fcukin son of a peach isnt needed in my life
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bein such a fool.. tinkin tat she added u back bcos she missin u?!
hahaha.. u r such a lame piece of crap~
tinkin tat she wanna get back tgt wif u?!
hahaha.. but at least u noe she 4given u for all the past & memories u left behind~
and she is still willin to still b ur fren agn..
but somehow, wat done is done..
u can say i dun wanna face the fact or wateva..
but i reali dun wanna b involved in her life~
i cant imagine one day i wake up.. and saw her r/s statue as "in a relationship"
i most possibly will b v. unhappy i guess?!
so i rather juz b a stranger of her life agn..
i'll nv noe wat is she doin..
dunno how was her life nowadays..
even if she found a better guy.. i'll nv realise~
hahaha.. "even if we can't b lover, we can b fren too"
wat a insultin sentence to me~
we was once so deeply in luv.. i dunno abt her~
but i had given her every inch of my heart..
she is my longest r/s & the onli gal i foolishly believe will lasts a lifetime even marriage~
therefore.. we had couple ring..
tat might b reali normal to teenager nowadays..
but to me.. it means eternity~
for a ring is the smallest handcuff isnt it?!
haha.. isnt her fault la oso..
for a r/s to fall apart.. both muz let go of their hand oso~
since i indeed still let go in the end..
den juz let everythin b like goin 2yrs ago..
the part where we 2 were stranger of each others life~
"if i cant have her, den i'll will not let other have her too.." (if i dunno & c, not counted hor!! :P)
hahaha.. after so much things happened tis 2 yrs..
"isn't it sad when u get hurt so much.. you can finally say "i'm used to it"
im reali fine anw.. juz feels like bloggin my mood down~
i had a great day out wif huat & his galfren for movie & dinner at nex today..
we watched "pirate of carribean" <-- dunno spell rite anot?! haha.. :P
and had dinner at a fast food shop tat looka like "popeye"
tml mayb goin bird park wif zhilong in the mornin..
den at evenin.. im gonna have dinner tgt wif 7 ppls wor!!!
haha.. its a early bday celebration for siang wei~
i still rem how funny tat day after bball session wif siangwei, zhilong, huat & his galfren~
we went to a coffeeshop nearby to eat..
den start discussin abt siangwei bday celebration~
den dunno hu.. not me i say 1st~
haha.. say each cum out $20..
den it will make up a total amount of $140~
and siangwei muz use finish tat $140 on food by himself..
siangwei say he wanna go on a diet so its ok~
tat our "kindness" is appreciated~
den dunno hu agn.. not me agn i say 1st~
say buy salad lor.. :P
hahahaha.. imagine~
a waitress walk over & present u a $140 worth of salad~
damn scary scene la!!~
den still say siangwei can jump down from his hse dere into the pool of salad!!~
and nth will happened.. tat he can still swim while eatin inside the pool of vegetable..
den siangwei say dun wan~
den dunno from where..
the idea of $140 worth of mashed potato came in~
hahaha.. damn funny la tat day!!~
but i dun tink we r reali gonna b so mean la..
but tat is reali a v. great day oso~
let hope tml is gonna b a great day out wif they all too..
smile.. lastly..
i would wish to wish her all the best in wateva she do~
wish to thx her for all the happy memories she left me durin the 1yr 8mths~
and 4givin me abt the sad part of memories!!~
but reali sorry tat im too weak to accept or even imagine her bein wif another guy..
all the best to you if u will even c tis~
smile.. take super great care too.. :P